Re: Damage
You never said that, but it is how humans act that is noticed. The way they act is when they have problems, they consume intoxicating beverages as a way of dealing with the emotional side of them. How exactly do you imagine that a drink that lowers your inhibitions and common sense is going to help you?
No soul is disappointed at the end, because every experience is just that, an experience. Even those you consider negative are important, because they provide a relationship between the positive and negative.
You still have time to achieve whatever you want to, though it is more difficult for adults to change their outlook than children the damage can still be repaired. It is a matter of wanting it enough, caring about yourself, and simply choosing what's worthwhile and what is not. If what you've chosen in the past is not working for you (and it must be said that it doesn't seem to be for you) then choose again. It is as simple, and as complicated as that.
Global warming is not yet at the point where it cannot be repaired. If global warming does end the human species, without humans to pump carbon into the atmosphere nature will eventually repair itself. Of course, that's assuming humans don't fully annihilate Earth through other means. Part of your problem is that there are too few people in your life, and those that are there are not best suited to help you. That is fairly easy to remedy though, get out and meet new people. Educational facilities (such as they are) and in the employment world (such as is it) do offer the chance for new relationships, as do clubs and other social settings rampant in your society.
If you feel ashamed and angry at yourself, the only thing to do is learn from it. Obviously, going out late at night, getting pissed and hooking up with an ex you hate seems like a bad idea. Common sense tells you that, but common sense is damaged when you're drunk. Solution = Don't get drunk.
It does (obviously) feel good to be with a special someone. If you chose that special someone when you're not drunk, you might not feel so bad after the event. You can certainly do better than someone like Damien, who'd take advantage of his ex when he already has two other girlfriends and a baby on the way.
It is a tribute to human insanity that you'd do much the same the following evening, but like all things it has positive as well as negative outcomes. Michelle is growing suspicious, (one might say she now borders on outright paranoia if she wasn't dead right about him), and the likelihood is shifting ever closer to them splitting up. There is also an increased danger of Michelle taking her own revenge on him if it happens, and she is less constrained by ethics than Gabriel (and especially Michael) is.
-----Original Message-----
From: Complaints Department [mailto:Address removed by anti spam software]
Sent: 11 June 2008 10:42
To: God
Subject: FW: Problems
This is the latest message from our dear friend on Earth.
Hello Poppy, I am Michael. I'll only be sending this on this one occasion, as we're preparing to head to Earth. Gabriel's sorting out the final details as I write this. Still, I'll try to answer what you wrote to her.
Everything that is 'going wrong' seems to be the result of your reaction to events external to you, rather than a physical problem you yourself have. With Camael it's slightly different, when she enters physical form it her sub consciousness has the sole desire to cause her grief. People react to this like you'd expect, and her aura itself actually effects the bodies of those too close to her in a way that causes them to react badly, usually throwing up. The point is, her (as with all angels) choices are somewhat limited to her purpose. Incarnation into human life is a very different challenge, because the full range of experiences and choices are open to you, although the time spent pursuing them is much shorter.
Angels that choose to share their form with each other (your equivalent of sex) open up some of those choices, but we cannot break from the core of what we are.
Love, light and empathy,
Michael
Signature -The heart of who we are is our love for other hearts.
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