Hlp me o lord

To: Poppy
Re: Truth and Reality

That is the problem of course, what 'you' want and what your soul wants is different. You say you sometimes manage to change the way you perceive things though, so there's hope for you yet. You say you then 'come back to reality', but the opposite is true. The world you live in is the illusion, which must be so for you to believe you're having a true experience. At some point though, that has to end. There comes a time when people are able to step back from the world and see it for what it truly is. The universe is a great mechanism to allow souls to experience relationship to others, but that is all it is. It is when people get 'lost' in the experience that you end up feeling the spectrum of emotions that humans do, so there are two options if those feelings are negative. One is to change the physical events if that's possible, and the other is to step back from the experience.

If the people around you are not helping you deal with things the only thing to do is find new people. Jack's one good example, but there are others. Keep looking, and you might find some.

Most people are stuck in the experience, and these are the people who have made your world what it is. A lot of these people are sadly stuck in the belief that money is paramount, when in reality the human race would do well to replace money with a better system. It's unlikely humans will be able to function without some system of value to their jobs and possessions, but there are better ones that what you have now.

The people are powerless because they have made themselves that way. Some because they are afraid, but most because they've stopped caring. There are more than enough people to force the government to change, but they do not. Therefore, in one way, the government in power could be said to exactly represent the will of the people.

It would make little to no difference to me if Jack lived, but it would make a difference to Jacks soul. The choice belongs to him. I will not take away choice from what is after all a part of me, any more than another part of me could take a choice away from me.

Well, at least you're getting some sleep when he's around, which isn't doing any harm. Still, you do have a choice to not just go with what seems right, your mind is perfectly capable of reasoning. That's just it. Human/animal hybrid embryos might seem wrong, but it could well lead to interesting developments that would help your race develop cures and such.

You're quite right to turn your back on a society that is destroying itself, albeit slowly. Somehow, as long as the repercussions are the 'next generations' problems few people really care. Still, there are those who care about the kind of world their children will grow up in. There has been a shift towards that way of thinking. At the rate it's going though, humanity will have long since destroyed itself before anything really comes of it. Society needs people who care if it's going to survive, and the people who care do not wish to belong to society. A good example is in politics, when someone resigns in protest. It's very nice and all that they did that, but in reality it just means there's one less good person in the government. A quick flash of publicity is all that really comes of it.

If you'd had a different soul, you wouldn't be you. Your soul is you, so it is not possible to have another one. You should relate to it as a soul, which is your consciousness. See it for what it is, and enjoy it without getting too involved, or at least, don't forget why it's happening.

-----Original Message-----

From: Complaints Department [mailto:Address removed by anti spam software]
Sent: 24 July 2008 22:35
To: God
Subject: FW: Happiness and Heartbreak

Oh you can do it, I know you can. Humans always can. So can most other races too, very depressing... Of course I can't do it, but I won't meet anyone other than the angels that can't. That would give me something in common with them.

Still, being human gives you something else too. You won't be happy just not being sad, you'll always have to have more. Look at Microsoft. Always wanting more. Just humans all over...

Wow, if I could kill myself I'd have done it long ago. It's not right that I have to stay here feeling like I do. Things will only get worse with time... I've plenty of that left.

Still, there's some good news, the perverted one's on her way back. That means you won't have to talk to me...

Love and light are things that affect other people,
Camael

Signature - I'm not always this depressed... Except when I feel, think or do anything really...